I couldn't ask for more kind and generous people who have contacted me and said so many kind things this week. It warms my heart to know so many wonderful friends are out there in this blog world thinking, praying and sending lots of positive vibes my way. There are really no words to antidote to make the pain go away but I find such comfort in the kind words and actions of others.
With that being said I am in need of some more of those prayers and vibes. After a week of pain and 8 doctor appointments, sonograms and blood work later I was diagnosed today with an ectopic pregnancy. It can also be called a tubal pregnancy. My egg is growing in my fallopian tubes. This pregnancy can not grow to term and I will need surgery tomorrow morning to save my fallopian tube. I don't know if I can express the fear and pain I have been going through today. Hearing the words "life threatening condition" is not something you hear every day or want to ever hear. I just wish I could have went in today to get it over with. I'm glad this ordeal is almost over although it doesn't make me feel any better about what is happening. I still have all the feelings of guilt and shame.
I have a terrible fear of surgery and I really am afraid of what will happen tomorrow. I have only had 2 simple surgeries in my life and I really hope tomorrow goes smooth like they both did. I'm hoping I will be released tomorrow after surgery. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
Thank you once again my friends.
-K
11 comments:
My prayers will continue for your friend. Be well--
My Prayers are with you today and tomorrow! Hang in there and you will be fine I Promise!
Praying for you, girl! My best friend went through this as well and I know she was very sad. Stay strong!!
Praying for you!!
Saying a prayer for you, Kristina! Hope your recovery goes smoothly. Make sure you take it easy :)
Saying a prayer for you - this is so hard. Stay strong and best wishes for a speedy recovery!
Sending prayers your way! I hope you have a quick recovery! I'll be thinking of you! xoxo
I'm so sorry your going through this! I'll be praying for you! I hope all goes well and you recover quickly! Xoxo
Thinking of you today! You're an amazing and strong woman and you will come through this.
Covering you in prayers. You're going to come through this ok.
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