Surprise Party

I'm headed off to a surprise party this weekend. Shhhhh! Scary thing is my ex will be there as will several of his friends. I haven't seen him or them in many years. I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable but the birthday boy is a close friend so I have to go. I can't lie it feels awkward! I really want to look good. Some of his female friends were always so cruel to me when we were dating as was he. That relationship took a huge toll of me and ruined me for many years. For 6 years I was never good enough, thin enough, strong enough or pretty enough. I'm sure I'll talk about that further when I'm ready. Its been 3+ years and it still has an effect on me and my self esteem. I think I have been feeling a lot of stress about it recently.

Anyway, enough Debbie Downer stuff. I think I'd like to wear something like this. I think it would make me feel pretty. Isn't it lovely?

Surprise Party by kj2380 featuring leaf earrings

Oh and make sure you head over and wish my lovely friend Ali the NYC Recessionista a very happy birthday! (Not the surprise party birthday girl)

xoxo
K

Mantaray
£12 - debenhams.com

Dorothy Perkins grey sandals
£17 - dorothyperkins.com

Fiorelli cross body handbag
£18 - debenhams.com

Chameleon Jewelry leaf earrings
$30 - charmandchain.com

Miss Selfridge enamel ring
£8.50 - missselfridge.com

BLANKNYC Roll Up Cargo Capri in Olive
$49 - revolveclothing.com

Butter London 3 Free Lacquer Nail Polish
$14 - zappos.com